I felt I had been placed in the center of something that was alive, pulsating with life. I knew God had placed me there and that he was in control. As I stood there sobbing, I felt something the consistency of liquid being poured over my head again and again. It ran down the entire length of my body. My knees buckled and I fell to the floor from the weight of it. With each pour I felt a love for my father that was so big and powerful that I actually felt my body would burst. This was not a natural love; it was far greater. As this ?liquid? was being poured upon me, I became aware of a powerful presence in the room. Then I heard the Lord say to me, ?I had to anoint you so that you could feel just a little of the love I have for your father.?