During an extensive research to find, at least some causes that led us so wrongly and so far in Father Blais' Order, I was privileged in finding reliable reading materials. These have enlightened my discernment and answered some of my questions. Our great desire to endorse and respond to Mary's call was absolute, for we were greatly devoted to her and to all that she was supposedly asking of us. Such is the journey of discovery and revelation that we unwittingly embarked upon. It was a journey fraught with lies and deceit of the true meaning of our Lord God and the Virgin Mary. Matt 24:24 False prophets will appear performing signs and wonders so great as to mislead even the chosen, if that were possible.