Life can be difficult and demanding at times. Unsettling questions and seemingly unanswered prayers are not uncommon during certain seasons of life. This short book is a collection of deeply honest and transparent blogs written during just such a time in my own life. These chapters trace my own personal journey as I wrestled to find hope and maintain faith in the face of challenges, confusion, and chaos. My hope in compiling this representative collection of my own experiences is that others might perhaps learn from my mistakes and realize encouragement in their own journey.