In this book, "It's Not Going to Be Easy." God, Ruthie bravely exposes the painful choices of living her life her way. She became a believer of Jesus Christ in her early teens but lived life carelessly absent from the life her Creator designed her to. Through her emotional pain and turmoil, Ruthie released the death-grip of control and openly verbalized her desire to surrender her life to God. She experienced miraculous and dramatic life-changing experiences. Life is full of challenges but her heart, emotions, thought patterns and choices are drastically different.