This is my story of how through tragedy, sexual abuse, verbal abuse, and spousal abuse. Stupid decisions that cost me dearly, the Lord carried me. He also carried me through disease diagnoses. I was first diagnosed with Rheumatoid arthritis, and arterial fibrillation in 2007, then later fibromyalgia, degenerative disc, osteoarthritis of the spine. Next came congestive heart failure, and weak heart, as well as end stage renal failure. At this point I felt like the perils of Pauline Hospice was called in and the field nurse snowed me with pain medication around the clock, and I lost time, till I was put in the hospice house, where they pulled back on the pain medication. And I came out of the drug stupor only to have my heart weakened more. In January 2014 I was given 6 mo to a year to live. I could not have made it this far with out the Lord, He continues to sustain me every day. Tho I am coming down the mountain I have such a peace and Joy that I will soon see Jesus and my loved one who have gone on before me. My desire and prayer is that as you read my story, and there are funny parts also, you will see that Jesus can do for you what He has done for me. That you can come to know Him as a person not just a figure in the Bible. He is so awesome to know. God bless you as you read. Jane and Princess Daisy live in Goshen, In. Princess Daisy is a rescue cat and gives Jane a lot of joy. Jane graduated from the University of South Florida, Tampa, Fla. with a degree in Criminal Justice. She took a writing course from the Institute of Children's Literature, writing for children and teenagers. She worked as an LPN for 47 years.